I think the last thing Jesse saw of me in person was my buttcrack lol because i'm a fat piece of shit wearing tight jeans. Today he makes his journey. He picked me up from my house and took me to the train just so we could say goodbye and good luck. I know he'll make it. Almost 20 years of knowing each other and he's leaving. I told him I wasn't sad he was leaving, but sad that I wasn't. We kissed goodbye on the cheek and hugged and I was getting weepy. Take care was all that was exchanged. I will miss him, but it's time to move and look forward.